Wow!
Where do I begin, So much to say. I want to really put down everything going on in my head right now. It's a lot. I do not even know where to start.
\A few weeks ago, I turned a new leaf. No, it's more like I grew older. Well it was like an anniversary of when I was delivered into this world. That does not sound like it, but for now I think it will suffice. It will explain the actual line I am afraid of using; that I am growing old lol!.
It was so scary that I watched every second of the last hour of my previous year...pretty much how we stay woke till midnight on new year's eve. At first, I was all to scared to get into the new year. Why? because it is expected that at a certain time of your life, you would have done A , B and C. Depends on the setting you are in and the believes and religion you subscribe to.
It was a scary feeling. I hoped desperately there could be a delete button and in a second you can delete all that's going on at least in your head.
On the other hand, I wished there was a way to travel past the skies and disappear, to just soak in what life is about.
Lessons I have taken in after the old year lapsed!
1. It's okay to say to those who matter what is happening in your life. You may just be keeping depression at bay and helping your mind a great deal.
2. I thought I do not want to be celebrated because..but to my surprise, it was one of the best birthdays I have celebrated. I was overwhelmed with lovely wishes. The thought that these people took time off their day to write down those wishes melted my heart. Some were truly thoughtful. a few stood out. and I am eternally grateful for all these people in my life.
3. As I start the new year in my life, i do not know what the year holds but I know God is with me and HE will continue to work HIS good in me as long as I keep obeying HIS WORD.
Cheers to me!
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